I don’t learn, no I don’t learn cause of pride. That is one thing I have to improve on and understand to walk in humility. Arrogance is like a thief at night that robs you from learning. I don’t want to become an unteachable man. I’ve lost this battle and in addition to it I must write a three page paper. “ignorant pride I am superior to you highly/lowly pride I don’t count you do have worth. Don’t think highly or lowly. Humility is a correct assessment (truth).” “help me out, don’t let me down I could learn from you, I could learn from you.”
Improve my listening, if I was sitting attentively I would not be in this situation. Comprehend what the message is first then wait till the message has come across and the person is finished talking. Once the person is finish, I have the ok to respond. This is one habit I know I have to work on. Not to cut people off while they are talking. Its not that my opinion is more important then what they might be saying, I just don’t want to lose my thought. However it is disrespectful when I talk over some one. This is something that has been brought to my attention many times. To write down my thought and comment back once that opportunity is open. Im not saying not to talk. Im saying to talk when it is my time to talk.
I am grateful that I am still here in YWAM. One thing that I’m grateful is confessing that I’m not so great with boundaries. Boundaries is something I to have to work on. Now that I know about boundaries I must apply it in to my life. Example respecting others when I speak, think, or act? Am I being loving or selfish. Im not saying dong it once makes me an expert. Yet put into use in my daily life. I must not waste my words, just say ok im wrong. I believe there is a time to pick up the white flag and surrender. Know that I been wrong, allow another to teach me. In this case I Mr. Rodriugez give consent unto instructor to teach me in what I must learn and I am willing to submit to his teaching.
Ive become aware that I could become dubious at times. This is not a good thing. The definition of Dubious, wavering or hesitating in opinion, inclined to doubt. That sums up the word, now who want to be around some one that is not completely honest, safe, or reliable. I no for sure I don’t. so what I could do is the opposite. Put it in to practice and be honest, reliable, and show others that I am trustworthy. I will also say the cause for me still being here is the tribe of believers. Granting leaders to educate myself not just letting any one show, yet those who are mature in the faith. That I may be wise and able to spot them.
I found out I enjoy working for people who I believe what they believe. Show up and feel apart of something bigger then yourself. One could go much further if we go as a team then on my own. Education is the most powerful weapon you can use to change the world. Since one of my strengths is learner I enjoy focusing on the technical skill, which is why I’m here and now that I could always grow.
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